A Passion Most Pure (Daughters of Boston, Book 1) Page 6

  Faith couldn't resist a tiny smile. She watched Maisie harpoon the last piece of sponge cake on her plate. Finally, she'd been able to get her best friend over for dinner so her family could meet her-and love her just like Faith did. Maisie seemed delighted to meet them as well. After chuckling at one of Sean's corny jokes, she ducked to whisper something in Katie's ear.

  Faith fought the urge to emit a deep sigh. Her gaze flitted from face-to-face, each rosy and smiling in the glow of flickering candlelight. Family. Good-natured teasing, the synchronized voices of children and adults laughing and sharing. She knew Maisie had never experienced anything like it before. Unless you counted Thanksgiving at Aunt Edna's, which, according to Maisie, consisted of Maisie and her parents sitting around a sparsely set table with her poor, near-deaf aunt. The meal would usually progress in silence, occasionally punctuated by inane topics such as Aunt Edna's arthritis or the neighbor's fondness for gin. As an only child of immigrant parents, Maisie Tanner was obviously mesmerized by this nerve center of perpetual motion known as the O'Connor family.

  Washing her dessert down with a gulp of milk, Faith turned to her mother. "I know it's my turn to clear the table, but Maisie needs to do some research at the library for a night class she's taking. Would you mind if I went with her? I've arranged to read to Mrs. Gerson tomorrow night instead."

  Marcy smiled. "No, of course not, Faith. Beth can clear the table for you tonight, and you can take her turn next week. Is that all right with you, Beth?"

  Elizabeth nodded, giggling at Steven as he sculpted uneaten mashed potatoes on his plate.

  "Mother. . ." Charity's voice sounded tentative. "I have a paper to write also. May I go?"

  Faith felt her breath hitch in her lungs. Her gaze darted to her mother's face, then to her sister's. The hopeful look on Charity's face was more than convincing.

  Her mother seemed hesitant, no doubt contemplating the month of confinement she'd given Charity three weeks earlier. "Well, I suppose it wouldn't hurt ..." she began, glancing up at Patrick. The smile died on her lips.

  A muscle jerked in her father's jaw. "I think it would, Marcy. The answer is no."

  "But Patrick, it's just the library ..."

  Something cold slithered in Faith's stomach when his lips flattened into a tight line. Faith peeked at Maisie out of the corner of her eye, then shifted to stare at her plate, awaiting her father's reply. There was none.

  An awkward laugh gurgled from her mother's throat. "Patrick, she's been cooped up for three weeks now and only has a few days left on her punishment. I know we haven't discussed it, but I'm sure it will be fine to let her go."

  He remained silent. Faith sensed the drama in the room, keenly aware that Charity also observed the silent debate between her parents.

  Like a spring-propelled toy, Charity shot from her seat. "Oh, Mother, thank you so much! I've been going stircrazy, and I really need to get out. I love you!" Before her mother could speak, Charity hugged her, then smiled at her father. "Thank you, Father." She blew a kiss in his direction, causing his lips to compress even more. "Faith, can you wait until I finish the dishes?"

  Faith's eyes widened. "No, that will take-"

  "No need, Charity." Her mother's voice was strained. "I'll do your dishes this evening."

  Charity appeared skittish with excitement. "Mother, you're wonderful! May I be excused?"

  Marcy nodded, and Charity flew from the room.

  Maisie cleared her throat. "Dinner was wonderful, Mrs. O'Connor. Thank you so much. I'll help clear the table." She rose, stacking Katie's plate on top of hers, followed by utensils.

  "No, you two get going; you've got a lot of research ahead of you." Patrick avoided his wife's eyes. "We enjoyed having you for dinner, Maisie. Please come again." He pushed his chair from the table and stood, his smile cool. "Marcy, may I see you in the kitchen?"

  The unease in the room was as thick as the mashedpotato sculpture on Steven's plate. Faith stood and clamped a hand on Maisie's arm, dragging her from the room while she waved her good-byes. In the hall, Maisie cocked a questioning brow, but Faith simply put a finger to her lips while she ushered her friend to the parlor to wait on Charity. Faith's stomach felt as jumpy as water drops on a heated cast-iron skillet. She released a quiet sigh. Turmoil or no, Charity or no, family was family. And she wouldn't trade hers for the world.

  Her heart raced like a frightened bird's as she ran to the phone and cranked its handle. She gave the operator Mary Flannery's phone number and waited for her friend to answer.

  "Hello?"

  "Mary? It's me, Charity. I have another favor to ask.

  Would you mind running next door and giving Collin a message for me?"

  Mary giggled. "You know I never mind having an excuse to talk to that man, Charity."

  "Great! Would you tell him the book he's requested is in?"

  A sigh drifted over the line, edged with tease. "That man sure reads a lot of books."

  It was Charity's turn to giggle. "Yes, he's very well-read. Thanks, Mary. I owe you."

  Charity returned the receiver to its cradle and leaned against the wall, eyes closed and hands pressed to her chest. She could hardly believe in less than an hour she would be with him again. A shiver of delight tickled her spine. She reminisced about the day on the porch and the kiss that possessed her thoughts the last three weeks. Goose bumps popped at the memory.

  Inhaling a deep breath, she composed herself and opened her eyes. I must contain myself. Collin was five years older than she was, not one of the simpering schoolboys always vying for her attention. He could have any woman he wantedshe had to make sure it was her. He must see her as mature and desirable. Taking another deep breath, Charity ducked out of the kitchen and vaulted up the stairs two at a time.

  She knew she could do it; doubt never even entered her mind. It was time she was concerned about. She needed time with Collin. And her parents had seen to it she had precious little of that. But she did have tonight. That is, if Mary managed to get the message to him. After tonight, she would simply take it a day at a time.

  Charity entered her room, grinning. She could do that. One day-or one kiss-at a time.

  Marcy knew she was in trouble when Patrick dismissed the children and began to clear the table himself.

  "Father, don't you want me to do that?" Beth asked, brows furrowed in confusion.

  "No, Beth, you and Steven take Katie in the parlor and read to her. I want to talk to your mother."

  Marcy's stomach knotted as she watched her husband silently carry dishes and utensils to the kitchen. Reluctantly she followed, feeling as if she were treading on uncertain ground. Patrick and she seldom argued, and their relationship knew little strain. This was all so new to her-he was not a man of silence. Marcy stood at the door, almost timidly, then entered the kitchen, allowing the door to swing closed behind her. Patrick turned, and her heart thumped. The tenderness that always accompanied his gaze was gone. In its place was a spark of angry fire, the only sign of energy in his weary-looking body.

  "Marcy, am I or am I not the head of this household?" His voice was quiet-too quiet. She nodded.

  "Well, then tell me," he continued in a monotone voice, "why did you break with Charity's punishment without consulting me?"

  "Patrick, I'm sorry, I know we agreed-"

  "Yes, we did. And now my daughter has had it reaffirmed to her once again that all she need do is smile a pretty smile and flutter those lashes, and she can get her way."

  "Patrick, you're being ridiculous."

  "Am I, Marcy? Charity's a very bright girl who knows how to use her wiles to manipulate a situation. She wants control, and we cannot afford to give it to her."

  Marcy's jaw tightened. "Don't you think you're carrying it to the extreme? She's a child of sixteen, not a con artist trying to pull the wool over our eyes."

  Patrick slowly loosened his tie and rubbed his neck, his eyes locked on hers. "We must present a united front, especially where Chari
ty is concerned. We have never wavered from that in the discipline of the children, and we must not start now. We cannot, and will not, waver with Charity. I won't allow it."

  She felt the blood rushing to her cheeks and found she had little control over the hurt and anger that spewed from her lips. "You won't allow it! I've been married to you for over twenty-one years, Patrick O'Connor-don't start dictating to me now how to raise my children." She shivered as she stood there, arms clenched at her waist.

  In several abrupt steps forward, he loomed before her, his eyes intense. He didn't touch her but pressed uncomfortably close, hands fisted at his sides. When it comes to the welfare of my children, Mrs. O'Connor, you will, in the future, consult me regarding your decisions. Am I making myself perfectly clear?"

  For a moment her breath wedged in her throat before spilling forth in a rush of angry defiance. "And you, Mr. O'Connor, in the future, can find somewhere else to sleep! Am I making myself perfectly clear?" Her tone was shrill.

  He flinched as if she'd just spat in his face. For a brief moment, hurt flecked in his eyes before giving way to the coldest of steel. She watched in disbelief as he reached for his coat and jerked the door open wide, the wind banging it against the wall.

  "Patrick, wait . . ." she heard herself say, but the door ricocheted and slammed shut on her choked words. Marcy stood dazed, hot tears pooling in her eyes. What just happened? She ran and flung the door open, calling his name, but her words were only met by a bluster of wind. She shivered, the chill of the air as cold as the chill in her heart. Her hands trembled as she slowly closed the door. She moved like a sleepwalker toward the table and sat down. Her heart felt so empty-like her bed would be tonight, she thought. The realization hit her hard, causing a fresh wave of tears.

  Her hands were like ice as she leaned on them to pray. "Forgive me, Lord, for losing my temper and hurting my Patrick. Please Lord, soften his heart and help him to forgive me." Wiping the wetness from her cheek, she blew her nose. Dear me, what would I do without the Lord? She blinked, and fresh tears glossed her eyes. And dear Lord, what would I do without Patrick?

  Boston Library was one of Faith's favorite places. From its graceful, curved archways to its gleaming chandeliers and stately pillars, it was to Faith one of the most beautiful buildings in the world. A place where one could lose themselves in the great classics of literature and escape to a peaceful respite in an otherwise hectic day. And certainly, Faith decided, a place where one might happily wile away the hours of a Saturday evening.

  The moment they entered the building, Charity was off "researching Latin" in the world language department, promising to meet in the entryway when the library closed. Maisie and Faith headed to the research department, opting for a table by the door.

  "So ... are you all right?" Maisie ventured, brows wrinkling as she eyed Faith. -1 mean, you were awfully quiet on the way here. Is there something going on between you and your sister? I thought you were going to bite her head off over her remark about the library being the only place you spend a Saturday night."

  Faith shrugged, trying to act nonchalant. "Just good old rivalry between sisters. Consider yourself lucky to be an only child." She took off her coat and threw it over the chair.

  "Well, I don't-consider myself lucky, that is. Goodness, Faith, you've got everything I ever wanted in a family."

  Faith sighed and rubbed her face. "I know. I'm sorry. I do have a wonderful family. But don't be fooled. Even wonderful families have their problems."

  "What's yours with your sister?"

  Faith frowned. "What, are you studying psychology now? My sister and I get along most of the time. We just don't see eye-to-eye on everything."

  "Okay, okay..." Maisie shook her head, rifling through her bag for paper and a pencil. "I'll tell you what, she sure is beautiful."

  "Yes ... she is." Faith tried to keep the edge out of her voice but didn't succeed.

  Maisie looked up, shocked. "You're jealous!"

  "What are you talking about? Yes, she's pretty, I'll grant you. But there's more to happiness than catching the eye of every male in Boston."

  "I'm sorry," Maisie said. "I didn't mean to upset you."

  "I'm not upset."

  "Yes, you are. Why don't you admit it?"

  Faith glared. "You know, you're a really pushy friend."

  "Emphasis on friend. Come on, out with it." Maisie steeple-folded her hands on the table and arched her eyebrows in expectation.

  Faith leaned over the table and pursed her lips. "All right, okay, I'm jealous of Charity. Always have been, probably always will be. There! You happy?"

  "Not particularly. So why are you jealous of Charity? I mean, she's pretty, but so are you. It's gotta be more than that."

  "What is it with you tonight, Maisie? You're annoyingly analytical."

  "I'm waiting .. .

  "For what? For me to say I'm jealous of my sister because she's beautiful and gets all the attention from men? Or because I look sixteen and she looks nineteen, which is probably why ..."

  "Why what?" Maisie arched a brow. "Mmm ... something tells me there's a man involved." She wrinkled her nose and leaned forward like a dog on the scent. "She's caught the eye of someone you like, hasn't she?"

  Faith gaped. How did she do it? She hadn't breathed a word to Maisie about Collin before or after the kiss. As far as Maisie knew, he didn't exist. And yet, here she was, her prying finger neatly on the pulse of Faith's beating heart. Faith closed her mouth.

  "I'm right, aren't I? Oh, Faith, this is so exciting! Who is it, do tell!"

  "I can't believe I opened my mouth."

  "Oh, but you didn't have to. Do you think I didn't notice you sulking all the way to the library? I know we've only been friends for three weeks, but I feel like I've known you forever. You're the best friend I've ever had."

  Faith forced a weak smile. How could she be angry with Maisie? She was the best friend she'd ever had too. Faith sunk into the chair and stared glumly ahead, hands limp on the table. She shot a furtive glance at the few other people in the room before fixing her gaze on Maisie. "I've never told this to another living soul, except my dear neighbor who is more like a grandmother to me."

  Maisie nodded.

  Faith took a deep breath and proceeded to unravel the whole sad tale-from the schoolgirl crush to the pivotal kiss in the park. Her friend sat wide-eyed as Faith spilled her heart. When finished, she felt lighter, as if sharing the burden made it more bearable.

  Maisie shook her head in amazement. "And to think I thought you were this brainy bookworm with little or no experience with men."

  "But I am, that's just it. At the end of this week, I'll be nineteen, and that was my first kiss ever." Faith's shoulders sagged. "That is, if you don't count Peter McKenna in the third grade."

  Maisie rolled her eyes. "Oh, but what a kiss! I'd pay a week's salary for a kiss like that."

  Faith made a wry face. "Well, I wouldn't. It's my sister he wants."

  "I wouldn't be so sure."

  "Anyway," Faith said, quickly dismissing the notion, .one thing I am sure of is Collin McGuire is trouble for both me and my sister. My head-and my heart-tell me loud and clear to stay away from the likes of him."

  Maisie suddenly jolted upright in the chair. In a scrunch of freckles, she peered at Faith. "Hey, Charity was awfully anxious to spend the evening in the library. You don't suppose . . ." She bounced up and started for the door.

  "Suppose what? Wait! Where do you think you're going?"

  Maisie wheeled around, grinning like a pixie. "I need a book from the language department."

  "Oh no you don't!" Faith said as she ran after her.

  "Oh yes I do. I need something on the language of love." She drawled out the word so ridiculously that Faith couldn't help a little giggle as she ran to keep up with her.

  "Maisie, you're crazy!"

  "Hush! The esteemed department of language lies just beyond those doors. Do you want to stay here while I e
xplore?"

  "No, I'll come. If he's here, I'd like to embarrass himboth of them." Somehow the thought of Collin and Charity together didn't have quite the sting to it with Maisie by her side. They tiptoed into the cavernous language department, which was dimly lit and mostly deserted this time of night. An elderly gentleman sat reading in a far corner while two students appeared to be studying-each other more than the books strewn on the table before them.

  Maisie motioned her head toward the bookshelves in the loft area overhead. Faith nodded. The two crept up the staircase like burglars on the prowl. Faith shadowed her friend while she peeked around each and every bookcase. All at once, Maisie lunged back, colliding into her. With a look of smug victory, she put her finger to her lips and pointed. Faith took a deep breath. It jammed in her throat when Maisie yanked her into the aisle where Collin McGuire hovered over her sister. His hands were pressed against the wall on either side as if caging her in, but Charity seemed anything but trapped. She smiled up at him beneath thick lashes. Faith heard Collin laugh, and her body went cold as she shrank out of sight.

  "Look, Faith, I found her!" Maisie announced, causing Charity to gasp and Collin to swear. He spun around.

  "Mmm ... nice research," Maisie said. She stretched her hand toward Collin, who stood speechless. "You must be Collin McGuire. I'm Maisie. It's nice to meet you," she said.

  Maisie reached back and jerked Faith into open view. She wanted to die. There she stood, face-to-face with the man who had occupied most of her thoughts-and prayers-for the last seven days. Faith was as crimson as Charity, who stood in shock, her back hard against the wall.

  Collin appeared immobilized for the briefest amount of time before he visibly relaxed. A shadow of a smile formed on his lips. "Hello, Little Bit," he said softly.